UNDERSTANDING???!!
for these days, i cant get a tight sleep at night. once i get to my bed, my heart beating had increased, breathing was getting harder. normally, i will take hours for my nap, but now, half an hour then already awake. and these days, i got no appetite to have my meal. i just had one meal for a day. sometimes, i still will vomit it out after i having it. no matter how delicious are those foods, i either ran not into temptation. today, i almost go hit the divider as i drove back home from tuition. i was hard to breath as i was driving. seriously scare me like hell. i feel like stoning at my park and cry out loudly every night. sometimes, i really have the feeling of jump off from the building. i just need someone to talk with. but there's no one else. never mention these to you, just want you to enjoy ur trip. i am not understanding huh? *ouch* it is hurt. 😢