UNDERSTANDING???!!

for these days, i cant get a tight sleep at night.

once i get to my bed, my heart beating had increased,

breathing was getting harder.

normally, i will take hours for my nap,

but now, half an hour then already awake.

and these days, i got no appetite to have my meal.

i just had one meal for a day.

sometimes, i still will vomit it out after i having it.

no matter how delicious are those foods,

i either ran not into temptation.

today, i almost go hit the divider  as i drove back home from tuition.

i was hard to breath as i was driving. 

seriously scare me like hell. 

i feel like stoning at my park and cry out loudly every night.

sometimes, i really have the feeling of jump off from the building.

i just need someone to talk with.

but there's no one else. 

never mention these to you,

just want you to enjoy ur trip.

i am not understanding huh?

*ouch* it is hurt.  😢