Window Shopping Recalls My Long Lost Dream

I had a window shopping last night at Sunway Pyramid, I took around in a camera shop, found a camera which recalling back my long lost dream.
I wished to have an own quality camera then bring it to whole world corners just to snap every memorable moments down.

I stopped my steps in front of this camera, my brain was keep falling out the reasons of I had lost my dream, and i started to blame myself why am I keep adding regrets in my life.
I used to have ability to afford this camera year ago, but at that time I gave up this dream due to I think I should keep this amount for a better life. Now i know i was wrong, now i know my life is not getting better with this MYR3000.

I had an urge to purchase it last night, but now I can't afford it.
Life is funny, but human mind is finnier.

After this, I promised myself, i will not make myself has any regrets in my life again.