AGAIN ??

my dear diary.
i am back. the intention of i coming back and write this second post is,
i felt and saw something that not suppose to occur on me ;(
here is some sour taste with my heart.
what happen again? huh?
the feeling is so freaky. and i feel like take it out on someone.

i feel like crying out loudly now. i have opted out.
i think it is so much for the no crying rule.
i am a girl, a girl that outside look strong but weak in heart.
i am not tough as nail.
i am tired. tired of blend in.

having drink with my own self before bed. <3
not to think too much, just wanna to get a tight sleep.
this is the intention that i drink :D
All in all, i had tried my best for doing everything.
but what i get is an indifference.
yeah, whatever. yeehaw.
bye my lovely readers.