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mystery comes secrets
scarification comes regret
happiness comes lies
trust comes stupidness
disappointment comes desperation

whenever my mum asked me, 'are you ok?'
i wished to say, 'no, mummy.'

whenever i feel disappointed, 
i wished to tell him 'i am sad'

i afraid of losing him ,
i afraid of he is gonna writing me off.
so, i kept whenever things i dislike as secret. 
i rather keep all things to myself than i had be given up by him.
i dont wanna lose him. 

i did ever wonder, 
those things i did for him.
will he appreciate or will i get hurts one day about he is going to give up on me.
i am really such a coward in a love river, in a relationship.

I am trying to be whatever you wanted.
to be a girl that you wished to have.