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NAH..! what the hell is going on with me? fucking crying while typing this post. darn! i did something wrong just now. i scolded someone the hell up. i was fucking spit out bad words too.  the feeling of the person who got scolded by me is seriously in bad mood now.  cause i got the feeling. the feeling of got bad words from the person who really you care is really suck. and i put the suck feeling on the person. fuck myself. i should calm and talk nicely. why the fuck am i raised the temper and voice to that person?! i don't fucking understand.  now, i am really really confused.  i don't get myself. i don't know what kind of feeling that i am having.  i am mad? upset? worry? i did not know!!  shit happened to me.  i am really really sorry to that person.  really am. i really need sometime to calm myself down.  i cant talk now.

OK. first, what i have to say is, hello my lovely readers. really really sorry that i had took so long to update my blog. :)  so, here is some surprise for you all to compensate for it. :D guess what? i cut my hair to frigging short.  a new look which really make me keep on laughing as i look myself in the mirror. the very first time to cut my hair till like this. quiet lot of people said it's really suit me. *glad to hear that*  be frank, i am not regret to cut like this, and i am waiting for others' reaction/respond. :D like seriously, i feel my head is damn light with my short hair. i guess, i wont be using lot of shampoo and i can dry my hair faster. :D what my mama said, i look much more handsome than my boyfriend. LOL should i be happy ? heh. right view (handsome) left view(girlish) :D

Company : BRAVO D orm : Tun Teja Ind ex Num ber : B 442     Before CNY Holiday NS life before CNY holiday , parents and sister went to camp visit me. parents drove hours of journey only reach my camp , was really suffer for the m. so , as i saw them, my tear s burst out automatical ly.  it was touching to see my family came to visit from far far away,  i miss ed them freaking much. ;( we had some chat with each other, i told them how was my life in camp. of course , we did take some pictures together..      around 3 in the noon, family went back home , my tears burst out again as i said GoodBye to them ..       After CNY Holiday it was 14th February, the day i had to back to camp.  parents sent me to Stadium Shah Alam due to our NS bus was waiting us at there. another sad moment, i had to separate with family again. on my way to St adium Shah Alam 4 hours...